July 24th, 2009
Wow this has been a busy/stressful few weeks. Quit work. Packed stuff. Moved Craig's stuff and my stuff to Evansville. Then we go back this week to clean the apartments. Starting a new job of youth director. We also have marriage counseling and planning in the mix of everything. I finally broke down and cried last night about things. It just seems like there's not much time left before the wedding (which there isn't since there's less than a month) and it seems like there's so much jam packed in it all that there's barely room to breathe. It's funny because the thing that set off the crying was just the fact that the day I thought we could do the bachelorette party won't work out. It's weird that it's the little stuff. Sometimes when I'm stressed though...I almost shut myself off and stop doing stuff that I know I need to do. It's like I lack motivation even though there's big motivation to get the tasks accomplished. It's so sad that I'm just ready for this all to be done. I'm ready to be married to Craig and go relax on the beach in St. Lucia. Only a few more weeks. It's almost not even comprehensible & I'm more than ready to be Mrs. Schulte. I feel like things will calm down a ton when that happens!
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